What am I doing with myself

I think the worst question that anyone can ask themselves is "What the heck am I doing with my life?" This question is something many college students must ask themselves. They start to get in the real world and see how much it costs to go to the doctor, get your car fixed, pay rent, mortgage etc, pay for food and clothes. They start wondering how they are going to pay for all of this.

I wonder. I wondered a lot today. I hate wondering what I am doing with myself. I just want to focus on doing what I do to the best of my ability, but every once in a while you have to wonder.

This is not to say I am unhappy with what I do, because I am happy. I love what I do and I remain passionate about it. It's just scary looking in to the future sometimes. While I know I will succeed I still get a little scared sometimes about how it will all turn out.